i wish i could fly like peter pan

its strange when one finds themselves in a overwhelming sense of happiness for no specific reason whatsoever. not the type that invovles gratitude and thanks, not the type that invovles that special someone, but something along the lines of blissfulness, if thats a word. this blog again invovles radiohead, a band that recently has been like the ironic soundtrack to my dull life. while each song yields that aspect of mastery, my life has been quite the opposite. i.e. me sitting here at this computer, blogging about the most insignificant moments of my life. yet it is in these moments where one finds the true beauty of life. you don't need to have something going for you to be happy. i think that these silly moments by yourself are underated.

what would it be like to fly like peter pan? i ask myself this everytime bones by Radiohead gets to that line, which is by far the most intense part of the song. i asked my friend this and he had the troubling question, "wouldn't you never learn anything or gain knowledge if you were peter pan?" knowledge. its well important isnt it? i mean without knowledge or gaining new knowledge how would we ever learn from our mistakes? but in the magical world of peter pan, does knowledge matter? is it okay to be oblivious to your situation even if you are the happiest guy in the world? while ive been told to comfront problems head on, sometimes i just want to fly away like peter pan, but most times i can't.

while talking to robyn i discovered that homecoming this year is on the 3rd of august, and the football season doesn't start until the 22nd of september. as i recall, the 18th of september has no holiday or real importance to me, but this year, the 18th of september will surely be a turning point in my life. the chance to give others music is an amaizng privellege and that i am truly happy out of gratitude... lets go flying