one aspect of life that ive began to notice was a sudden shift in perspective ive recently had. unsure of the cause or reason, i have began to notice the beauty out of the things in our world that i have never noticed before. i know that things sounds very arbitrary but at the moment i can't really comprehend what i'm trying to say. ive found that i am accustomed to the search for complexity or uniquess, but i often overlook not necessarily simplicity but the things in life that i have never noticed before. its like when someone says, hey i've seen you before. yeah you come to that one place a lot. "well, ive never seen you before" "you must have not been looking". its almost a big smack to the face. okay, you're a piece of shit that has become obsessed with being something alternative. this new perspective ive somehow obtained has been very beneficial in my musical apsects of life. recently, ive been able to really "get into" the song i'm playing, even if its just a simple little cover i learned. maybe, the reason why ive been doing this is to fulfill the whole emptiest of feelings idea (see above). yeah, thats probably it. oh and i walked by this picture of me in my hallway. i was probably in 3rd or 4th grade and the picture was taken with me standing and smiling next to this huge fruit/veggies stand in the Pike place market in seattle. ive never noticed until then that over 20 different kinds of peppers hung from the low roof the fruit/veggie stand. it was beautiful, but then again... it was always beautiful..
winston
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