resolve

i've never really done new year's resolutions before. the concept was something that seemed to only exist to me in socially neurotic tv shows or as jokes of self-assurance for people who were too afraid to take risks in even the most normal parts of their lives. i'm growing up and it terrifies me. reality is beginning to take over expectations and i for once want absolute consistency. i don't mean in the boring sense, but that sometimes consistency is all we need if its with what you care about. here's to a new year of some good ol'...continuity.